Unexpected Love Part 2

Now back in his hometown James text messages her throughout the day and then calls at night until they both fall asleep on the phone. After about two months and three weeks of the daily text messaging and calling in he breaks down in a fit of his own frustrations and says, "When I met you I was planning on it just being a one night thing, or at least a fling, but the more I have gotten to know you the more I see how special you are. You have so many levels: the fun fling and great in bed, the intelligence, the independence, the artistic abilities, the compassion; you are the whole package. I have been struggling so hard because you said you don't want to ever be in a relationship or in love, but I have strong feelings for you. I feel so stupid because I know they are one sided." Jessica starts crying, tears of joy, and confesses that she does have feelings for him but never said anything because they had talked about how neither of them wanted to get serious with anyone. "You are not stupid; I have strong feelings for you too."



After that moment things got even better between them. The distance did matter because they both felt something that could not be dismissed; plus the phone sex kept things stimulated. He was looking for jobs where she lived and she was looking for jobs where he lived. After a few months and a visit she started to feel scared. Things were not moving at the pace she wanted, the calls had tapered off from once a day to once a week. Personal stuff came up in his life that caused him to distance himself from her. She needed him close and started to feel alone.



The end came when she wrote to him telling him he needs to learn to be more caring. They had fought a few times by now and she just was not feeling like he was putting as much into the relationship as she was. After the pain and hurt of the break up cleared they continued to talk once in a while via email. It seemed to her that for a while he was actually trying to change; he even wrote to her saying he wants to move to her town so they can try again, and he got a dog so he could learn how to better care for another being. She wanted him but knew to be cautious, she did not want to get hurt again. Even though he had NOT done some evil against her, the break-up still hurt badly since she had never been in love with anyone before him. She expressed her happiness for him but told him she would not take him back until he was actually in her town, the distance was just too much.



After that the emails faded into nothing. She assumed the relationship is lost forever and attempts to move on. Jessica decided to just go back to her old ways of keeping men at arms length. One month later he tells her he is in town and wants to see her. She agrees, but backs out at the last minute because she is too afraid of seeing him, knowing her love for him will resurface. Six months later he is nothing more than a memory she has forced away into the depths of her mind (at least that is what she would have herself believing).



By chance she is able to attend the latest BBW Bash for the entire week. She plans on going only to befriend women so that she can grow as a person and form healthy friendships with people other then men. She plans for the BBW Bash for months. Occasionally the thought of, "What will I do if he shows up?" pops into her mind, but she quickly pushes it away, "I am not here for men, I am here to grow as a person."



The first few days and nights of the Bash go great; Jessica is making friends with females and pushing away any guy who makes advances towards her. Then one evening she is telling someone about how she met her ex at the BBW Bash 2 years ago, his name is used and her female friend says she knows who he is and tells her he was there last night. She shares how he was with their new mutual friend. Jessica does not mind, after all they are not together, and she is not there for him or any guy.



The next night while having fun with her friends she spots him. Her stomach flips and everything stops. Her photographer friend who was taking photos of her stops and looks at her funny. She tells her female friend everything and they agree to go up to him so that she can say hi and get past the uncomfortable feelings she is having. She once again steps in the middle of his talking to other people with an, "Excuse me." Time stops as he looks at her, she can see the computer in his brain running through the memory files with split second timing. Suddenly his face lights up, becomes dismayed, fills with pain, and fills with love all at the same time. This multi-emotional look throws her so far out of the ballpark that she has to find her footing. She was expecting a lot of things but not THAT look... not the look of betrayal and love that still lingers. All her strength escaped and she stood there looking at him wanting nothing more than to comfort him and tell him she was sorry for breaking his heart.



Her friend finally cut in saying, "Hi". His gaze never leaving hers he says hi back. The friend realizes what is happening and excuses herself. James finally breaks eye contact and asks Jessica if she wants a drink. She is not one to ever take a drink, but tonight she knows it will be best to accept; else her brain will talk her out of what is happening. Since Jessica does not drink often she chooses a drink that will buzz her in one glass; an “Adios Mother Fucker” She drinks it down like water and almost tosses the glass on the ground like in the movies, but grabs hold of her emotions enough to place it down properly. They talk but doing so is almost like they are just so that the people around them stop being so nosey; they both know the only thing they want to do is be in each other's arms again.



One of the many men who are always flirting with her sees that her attention is only on one person... he gets mad and attacks James by passing quickly and purposefully dousing him with a beverage. James becomes so enraged that he starts to head after him to fight him. Jessica places her hand on his chest over his heart and gently asks him not to bother. She remembers how turned on she gets when he gets mad and or jealous. She hugs him face to face, pressing her large chest against his muscular pecks, to give him something else to focus on. He melts in her arms like a big chocolate candy bar. "You stopped me." She nods not fully grasping what he is saying. "No, I mean you are the only person who can do that to me." She smiles, now able to understand his meaning. She lays her head on his muscles and listens to his heart as he holds her tight.



After an hour or so of talking and just holding one another she looks up at him and says, "Lets just go to your room. We both know where this is going so no point in beating around the bush about it." He smiles and they walk, holding each other tight.



The moment she walks into the room she strips naked; he is the only man on the planet she feels 100% comfortable completely naked in front of. She walks to the shower and cleans off the pool water. While in the shower, she rests her head on the wall and allows herself to say what her heart has known all along. "I am still in love with him,” she confesses to herself in a whisper. She turns her face toward the wall and allows a tear to drop; pain hits her heart. "What if he does not still love me back? What if he is just getting revenge on me breaking his heart? SHUT UP!” She tells her brain. “Just enjoy the moment while it last. Love like yours and his does not come everyday. Just because you love each other does not mean by some miracle everything will magically work out."



She steps out of the shower, barely dries off and walks into the room. He greets her with a glass of water, "Here, I don't want you to become dehydrated from drinking alcohol." She tilts her head in amazement, "Wow, he has improved." He sees that she is not completely dry so he grabs a towel and starts to dry her off more. A surge of attraction bolts through her body, she jumps and asks what he is doing. "I don't want you to catch a cold from being wet." "Who are you, and what did you do with my ex?" He laughs then jumps into the shower. She lays down on the sofa still naked. She thinks to herself about how much he really has changed. This pains her even worse. She buries her head into the pillow and lets out a scream. "God. I love him! Why do I still love him? I know what happened last time, it will just happen again. Why does he have to live so far away?" She gains control and tells herself to just take it one moment at a time, and at this moment there is the man she loves naked in the shower. She looks toward the shower only to see him peeking around the corner of the door looking right at her. She giggles and playfully exclaims, "What are you doing?!" He smiles a forlorn lovesick smile; "I was in the shower and I realized I am still in love with you." She cupped her hands over her mouth to stifle the squeal. "OMG, I was doing the same thing when I was in the shower, but I was too afraid to tell you." He gestured and said, "So that is twice I am the first to say I love you." She jumped up, walked up to him, and hugged him allowing their flesh to touch for the first time in over a year.



James pins Jessica up against the wall and devours her neck as she squeaks a delightful squeal. There lips touch; Jessica’s brain and body explode as she remembers how much she loves his lips and mouth. Jessica’s hand explores his body as James’ hands explore hers; they are nearly frantic with desire. James, showing just how strong he is, lifts her 350lbs body and carries her to the bed where he tosses her backwards and drops to his knees (VIP members of Club Bella Get the X-rated versions of all blogs. Membership fees start at $25 per year. Contact Bella at https://www.facebook.com/BbwBellaArtista and ask for more information). Jessica lay down in his arm, curled up next to his muscles and drifted to sleep. She could feel his hand petting her hair and face as the last gleam of light vanished from her eyes.

END OF PART TWO